Realised .

Some thoughts are turning in my mind now.

Life incidents may help a person understand him/herself more .

I started to think that

sometimes i refused to admit even though it's my fault

Even to myself

i want to make myself feel better

or maybe avoid being guilty .

Different kinds of excuses appearing in my mind

n i just need to choose the one which sounds reasonable

to cover up the feelings of guilty to myself n others .

n in fact, i know i'm running away from these problems

n they will not be solved until i face them properly

n i'll have no improvement .

Only if i accept and able to dissolve it,

means without feeling uncomfortable when the problem being revealed again,

i'll live life without burdens of hiding my true feelings .

Being quite emo in these few weeks,

n i realised that some of my friends was also under pressure too

some of them because of exams

some of them dont know why they are so unlucky

some of them dont know which to decide n suits them more

some of them thinking why they are so careless

some of them want to have extra time

...

n i think i have something to worry about too now

i need to choose my study path before it's too late.

Accounting? or childhood development?

stable or risky?

employed or jobless.

Time to survey=)