Empty heart

We broke up. I'm alone again. I saw tears in his eyes when we knew that we were going to leave each other. My heart was actually bleeding when he agreed with it. Hoping for a last hug or something else but he walked away without turning his back for a simple glance .n i told myself that finally i gave up n everything will still remain the same as the beginning. We were friends again.

Today was the second day we broke up. I cant really got used to it n i cant stop myself from looking at him far away. I knew it's abit stupid n dumb. erm..it will not last long i think. He will definitely leave us too. n maybe we will lost contact with each other in the future.

Anyway, at least i can concentrate more on my study. =]

but i miss him right now=(

leaving?

Accounting test for tomorrow=.= n i'm still here blogging.

Today was like everyone was telling me that they were leaving. n they, include someone that i really care of. em..actually i really hopes that he will not leave. but the thing is i don't want him to do sth that he don't like and said that it's all because of me. n actually it's not. Moreover, it's your future my dear..i cant stop u from deciding which road u wanted to choose.

quite sad right?not even 1 month, n we were hurting each other in this short period.

Anyway,let me revise for my accounting:

Duality concept refers to accountants see total assets equal to total equities. Total equities are refers to claimed on those assets by liabilities and owner equities....

confused

To be honest, i don't really know how long can i stand in this relationship. I'm already lost all my confidence n all i have to do is just make things not too complicated. Not to say that i'm afraid of rumors, i'm just wanted to try my very best before i give up. Everything is so different between u n me but i believed that that's not really a big problem. I always believed that everything will be okay when there is trust between us. but in fact, disappointment came again n again.

I'm just don't know what am i suppose to do when the one i supposed to trust or love made me felt so lost.

Anyway, i'm really happy when i received the drinks n choc. n it's from u!=))

Sad. My grandpa was in the hospital. and my grandma was crying all the way.

He fall down and knocked his head yesterday n was sent to the hospital by AMBULANCE.I'm so so shocked when i heard that.He was suffered from temporary memory loss when he woke up n what he said was awkward. He kept repeating what he had just said. n he was so weak.

For me,my grandpa was a very stern man. He was like someone who had the power to decide everything and most of his decision were right. He was someone who doesn't speak much and just listen to what other people thought n said. However, he was also a stubborn person too. He will do what he wanted to do although it was not suitable to his age. He likes to drive although he was quite old and he had many friends due to his friendliness. He was not a stingy person and likes social alot.

Because of that,i felt so sad when my first visit in the hospital. He looked so weak and i wished to hug him tightly. He was so sick.

Anyway, i knew that he will get well soon. He was a strong old man!=)