It's midnight now.bt it seems like no difference to me. I felt like i'm a dead body without soul walking around in my house, walking around in my house where there's no laughter, no conversation, no feelings..Nothing is wrong with me,i'm just missing my mum n dad alot. It's kinda weird to tell that they just went travelling for a few days. I'm not saying that i'm those daddy's little gal who relies alot on them, to be honest, i'm actually quite happy at first when they left the house n left me 'guarding' our house. I mean i felt like i'm out of the cage..freedom..independent...or anything else.XD After they left,i'm planning what am i going to do but ended up doing nothing. Finally i knew what i'm going to do. I'm going to 'improve' my driving skills.
Sitting in front of the comp n rewinding what's happening the whole day. I had wasted half an hour figuring how to start the engine, how to adjust the gear, n thinking whether will the car slide down the hill when i released the break..n sth like that.. finally, i called a friend of mine to lend a hand. n luckily i did.
Everything happened today was not all smooth sailing. Due to my carelessness, i knocked on a small tree n almost reached ppl's gate. Not only that, i honked by others for about 5 or 6 times because i did not watch the cars before i cross the road. GOD.. sounds nothing but i'm shocked n frightened like hell. n my grandma wants me to fetch her tomorrow to Pizza Hut for dinner. Oh GOD,imagine that....=.=
Back to how much i miss my parents.If they're here, i may feel more relieved when i'm driving because at least someone is at home waiting for me. They must be worrying me now. I'm sure for that because my mum kept telling my dad that maybe she could gave up the trip during the few days before they left.LOL..
I miss them like hell even though they left for few days.now i'm thinking that what if i went to overseas for my study for several years? They must be very lonely as what i'm feeling now.
