Yea. It's me again.

But with a different mood.

Told u i have mood swings ryte? ;)

n maybe u r right,

that's what a typical teenage will encounter

=)

Have been reading the novel for the whole night yesterday

Felt a sense of satisfaction

Not sure whether it's because of the romantic scenery that struck me,

or just because i almost finish reading the novel.

'I wake every day knowing that i'm lucky to have married her.'

The author mentioned it in the acknowledgments.

That's quite meaningful to me as

even not many couples feel lucky to have each other nowadays

Tomorrow's maths exam

and i'm not in mood to study=)

maybe showering for half an hour may work?

=)

Shaping

Exam's coming. n y am i here?

To release some toxic here.

I think i'm a completely unhealthy person.

i usually stay late till midnight,

i usually eat whatever i want,

i usually lazy in taking out my lens,

i usually waste my time doing something else,

i usually feel depressed,

i usually think of something that dont make any sense,

i usually feel pain on my neck,

i usually feel like someone's is following me behind,

i usually have mood swings,

i usually feel bad about myself,

i usually type this kind of blog,

i usually i usually

Okay,

Back to exam.

Back to reality.

=)

这样的感觉

突然，

有种感觉突袭了我。

我不知它从何处，

也不知它为何来访，

我只知道它完全占据了我的思想。

寻找，

不停地思索这莫名地不安，

即使在人群中，

我也无法逃脱。

我发现自己地改变

但我不喜欢这样的我。

从来不喜欢孤单的我，

竟然独自逛了五个小时。

而我，

我真的不知道自己要的是什么。

连正在写这的心情，

也复杂得无法形容。

不是悲伤，

而是不安。

It's question time!=D

Q: Can we see the moon at night when we are in an aeroplane?

Q: Countries such as Haiti which suffered from earthquake, will the country claim for the insurance they bought?

p/s: Can tell me if u know the ans? *curious*=)

我觉得我最近很像它。

World of lies

i just came back from the workshop just now

n i'm kinda shock of what i had heard from there

n kind of depressed too

We are blind

have u ever think that our world is actually

controlled by someone or something evil?

believe it or not

yes. n they are IILUMINATI.

n most of the wealthy or successful people knows THEIR rules.

Coca-cola?Mc Donald?

or our favourite celebrities

Lady Gaga? Mariah Carey?or even Micheal Jackson?

My heart sank when i realised all of the ugly truth

really..

Cant imagine that they were tortured so badly

in order to be mind controlled

n now i finally know why there's always a kind of deep sadness in MJ eyes

What i really cant accept is that

they are brain washing our early generation

the song of Bunny?omg..that's creeping

the reversed song of Paparazzi is still running in my mind

please, please dont do that to us human being

i believe that our inner nature is good

so please dont try to pollute us

n leave us alone!

As u said,

we are the minority who realised the ugly truth

not only heard about but REALISED

although it's really not much that i can do

but,

at least i knew about it

i knew what's going on

n i choose to believe it

Thinking of there's a possibility that they will kill me

just because i mentioned IILUMINATI here

but i dont really care

as u said again,

evil will never beat down the angels

Anyway,

Caleb, really thanks for sharing to us=)

u let me know about the world that full of LIES.

it's time for us people to awake now.

猜猜

有个朋友曾经告诉过我，

她认为喜欢单色的人，

思想会比喜欢多种颜色搭配一起的人来得复杂。

想了，我认同她的说法。

但应该不能反映在每一个人身上吧。

这样想法的来源，

我想是因为杂乱复杂的颜色给人一种不熟的感觉？

不熟 是指思想不成熟，没想太多的人。

当然，这只是我的猜测。

我开始想，

留长发的人 应该是缺乏安全感。

当不敢或不想面对他人时，

长发成了躲避的处所。

喜欢睡觉的人 应该是与世无争的人。

明知这会比别人浪费的时间来的多，

就是要沉睡在自己的世界里

才会感到满足。

喜欢看鬼戏的人 应该是比较独立的人。

害怕是人的本能，

但他们却能安抚心情并控制杂念，

应该算是有自制能力的人吧。

这只是猜测，事实上我也不知道。

Secret =l

This is a random post

some thoughts popped in my mind again

something interesting~=)

xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Everyone have their own secret.

I wish that i can have the aladdin genie with me

helps to make my dreams come true

n this will be one of my secret

I wish that i can communicate with ghosts

n help them to pass messages to their family members

n this will be one of my secret

I wish that i am one of those who has magic power

n i can become invisible

(or have a pair of secret wings, but i have Acrophobia)

so that i can go everywhere i wanted to go

n this will be one of my secret

I wish that i'm a mind reader

so that i can know what others are thinking

coz guessing is kinda annoying

n this will be one of my secret

=)

secret secret secret

dreaming again.

=D

Realised .

Some thoughts are turning in my mind now.

Life incidents may help a person understand him/herself more .

I started to think that

sometimes i refused to admit even though it's my fault

Even to myself

i want to make myself feel better

or maybe avoid being guilty .

Different kinds of excuses appearing in my mind

n i just need to choose the one which sounds reasonable

to cover up the feelings of guilty to myself n others .

n in fact, i know i'm running away from these problems

n they will not be solved until i face them properly

n i'll have no improvement .

Only if i accept and able to dissolve it,

means without feeling uncomfortable when the problem being revealed again,

i'll live life without burdens of hiding my true feelings .

Being quite emo in these few weeks,

n i realised that some of my friends was also under pressure too

some of them because of exams

some of them dont know why they are so unlucky

some of them dont know which to decide n suits them more

some of them thinking why they are so careless

some of them want to have extra time

...

n i think i have something to worry about too now

i need to choose my study path before it's too late.

Accounting? or childhood development?

stable or risky?

employed or jobless.

Time to survey=)