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Tonight, my heart told me that i had done a mistake in my life.

n it keeps yelling, jing nie, u stupid thing!

i found out that i always do things without thinking it's consequences.

not that i'm not thinking much, i think i'm thinking too much sometimes.

bt in return i embarrassed myself.

i knew that regret cant help on anything,

but help...

i'm drowning in the feeling of regretting..

my mind is turning n turning now.

i turned off all my lights to feel secured.

i hided inside the blanket to help me feels better.

i'm so weird.